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[outlander]

that was tried as well @CheerBear they said they were filling my head with s**t and that it is my fault i have mi in the first place.
that is true, and im glad your still here too. its just hard i suppose trying to get through and trying not to make things worse. sometimes i think a break place would be good for a few days but it isnt an option now. all those promises i had when i come out arent even there now or remembered. it only lasted a few weeks, even had me fooled it would be ok. rather frustrating and upsetting but its the way it is for now.
thank you for sharing with me what you just did though, i like hearing how others are both good and bad, both are equally important to me.
its made me smile chatting to you too, im missing some of my forum friends and your one of them.
did you get to do any of your crafty things while you were away?

[CheerBear]

Big hugs for that @outlander. It's really tough. I understand how it would be disappointing and frustrating to have people forget what might help, and I am guessing really hurtful to hear all of those things 🙁

I packed soooo much crafty stuff to go away and I did barely any of it! I played with lots of the things they had for us to use at the break place though and spent most of the time hanging out and socialising when I wasn't busy working on other things I had to do. We played in the kitchen a bit, went out a few times, watched tv/movies etc. and just hung out together - it was great ☺

[outlander]

yes it very much was esp it was the same day they made me an involuntary patient in a hospital because i wanted to and had planned to end it all. @CheerBear still haunts me to this day. maybe time will heals all wounds huh.

that sounds wonderful, like a mini retreat! im glad you were able to get help, recharge and have a good time too. and with you getting help and on the right track, LF will be much better off too. are you still working on your blanket?

[CheerBear]

That's sounds horrible @outlander. It's hard enough to experience a MH crisis like that, it doesn't need to be made harder. Hugs.

I'm not far off heading out for a while/the night. Cat and fluffy blanket calling ☺

Hope the evening goes well for all ❤

[outlander]

thanks @CheerBear
cat and fluffy blanket sound good! i hope the rest of your night goes well
im still waiting on greys anatomy to come out btw 😕 i bet your enjoying it though!

[Mazarita]

Hi @outlander, @CheerBear, nice to read you chatting again.  

Sorry to hear things are so hard for you, outlander. I understand your predicament even better for what you wrote just now. 

CB, great that you feel renewed after your break.

The fruit smoothie earlier was good to have again. C's company has been much appreciated. 

I'm in my giant fluffy dressing gown, really chilly here tonight. We've been getting cold nights lately, down below 5 degrees, though I know it's colder elsewhere. C and I rarely use the heater, but rug up instead.

The day was spent mostly sleeping, still recovering. Part of the sleeping is depression, I think, aside from the head problems I've had after the dentistry. Glad it's later evening, a peaceful time of the day for me, no expectations. 

[outlander]

thanks for understanding @Mazarita or trying to. thats not something i talk about all that often. a fruit smoothie sounds yum, i use to have choc banana flovoured ones through boost but i dont buy them anymore.
a fluffy dressing gown sounds good, bit like a fluffy bear! it wa -2 here the other night. a peaceful evening sounds like a good idea too

[outlander]

@Appleblossom

[Appleblossom]

Hi @outlander

I was norty.

Just polished off a 4pack of magnums.

 Tut Tut apple

[outlander]

oh but magnums are so good @Appleblossom and yet you jsut said you were freezing lol