Yeah - I'm so impressed with your past message.
So iv been checking with a message you sent me to get through. I say down and sent a very thorough message to Mr Buddha, my ex-husband's NDIS coordinator. I listed his concerning behaviour and what's happening for us.
I did all this after getting a session with counsellor. We discussed my hysteria I said, I'm supposed to be better and look what I'm like. What have you done to me.
So we discussed what trauma means and what it does.
It was like doing all this to me for years but I was always busy with something else too like - uni, kids, etc
I had no no idea how deep I felt. Many years ago, I belonged to a Christian church with my family. It was like a cult. Anyway to make a long story short, I left when about 17. But get this, about three months ago I had lunch with a whiz bang Psychotherapist who left that church about the same time I did. He learned and became this Psychotherapist who profoundly affected my life when we had lunch. And all those years ago, he was profoundly affected by some bad bad things that happened to him and today, even after learning to be an amazing psychotherapist, charging $250 an hour and fully booked - he STILL can't talk about that time because he becomes undone.
This dog was in a cafe in Boston where my step mum had a coffee. She asked the owner for a photograph of this dog, she thought she looked gorgeous.
