@Appleblossom @TAB it's actually a pretty sensitive topic for me, and I'm not really keen on talking about it. Please don't take that personally, it's just...hard. It's a really sore point that brings up some strong emotions for me. It's something that I have to work through. 

I will say though...

I would love friends that I can just...be myself around and who accept me for me. I don't want to do drama any more. I don't want to do fake. I just want authentic.